Call me back

I recently am having some doubts about one of my friends. This person is just not being a good friend, not being there for me and not putting in there 50%. One of my biggest pet peeves is when someone doesn't call or text me back, especially when I am your friend. It just makes me feel like I am not that important in your life. and I understand the occasional mis-hap but when I start to notice that you are ignoring me is when I start losing trust/faith in you as a friend (my trust has been battered by friends a couple of times.) I try to be nice and make sure I am there for my friends all the time, I have learned not to be so nice because you won't always get it back.

Then of course I start to think "Have I done this to someone?" and the answer is yes. I have and I definitely need to apologize when the time is right. Another person that I have done this to is God...multiple times. I turn my back on God or just don't even give him the time of day. It is kind of like that movie Fireproof. I think that this was a good wake up call to relate this to my relationship with God. He is my best friend, my savior, the creator of the universe, everything! So, yeah I will be working on that.

As for my friend, I am not currently talking to this person, because I don't think this person wants to talk to me. And I am just going to wait it out and hopefully receive an apology (another pet peeve - when people don't own up to their mistakes and/or not apologize....grow some balls!). However, with all that said, I still have to show them Christ's love and pray for them.